I have been an actor for 25 years. Being an actor is the most exhilarating journey there is. Nothing has scared me so much, and nothing has taught me so much.
Being an actor means experiencing vulnerability in a concrete way. It is complicated to share with others what it feels like to expose your intimacy to hundreds of people. It’s extremely difficult, and that’s why so few of us do it. Many actors hide behind “tricks”, techniques, various and varied know-how (same thing with coaches), in order to try to “control” what will happen. They choose mechanical programming over uncertainty.
One of my acting coaches used to tell me: “People watch movies because there is more truth in films than in their lives”. I don’t know if that’s entirely true, but it’s partly true. The characters in films have to confront their problem. Something people avoid doing in their lives, with all the consequences that come with it. It’s show business, not show up. If you hide, it shows up like the nose on your face.